i'm freaking out                    
shaking                            
     crying                
not breathing                                                          
                                    no one sees this
                                                             they cant see me
dying
                                                          they don't know
                           i'm struggling

that i'm on the                                      
                                                                        edge
                                                                               :
                                                                             :
                                                                           :
                                                                         :
                                                                       :
                                                                                                                    of insanity                      
and am about to                                                              
        f
a
l      
l              

f              
a        
s
    t
                                                                hold me up
                                                                       grab me
                                                                i'm about to
                                                                           jump
                              
involuntarily                                                                  
no                                                                                                    
my mind is  p . u . s . h . i . n . g  me                               over that edge

no one can see it                                                                                                        
through my fake smile and laugh                                                

                                                                but i can't stop myself
                                  from hiding this
i can't

mind control at work                                                                  
i can't escape                                                                                                  
i ' m
f a l l i n g
. . . . . . . . . .
    . . . . . . . .
        . . . . . .
            . . . .
                . .
                 .
      d o w n

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