I was on top of the world with joy and love Began a journey Use to believe it was all worthy Always got sticking working She kissed my forehead and sat me down Took my boots off and made sure I felt safe and sound Always dressing up to go for a walk to the gas station Walked to Walmart because of our no vehicle situation Did everything together But that didn't last forever As I ******* up She still found love But I've made it worse Got close to being buried in the dirt Lied and cried a lot Wanted to end me everytime we fought Made up Forgot to stay closer my love I'm now alone drinking too much You've found a new love What happened to me I'm still sorry Filled with Longines Lost my happiness We both were in the wrong I go back to the past replaying a song Sometimes a whole Playlist It was you I miss Time to let go Sorry, I loss and can't find light to my world Now empty and silence fills my tears I drown in the shower to let it out Turn up my radio to scream and shout I'm happy you're finally happier