Take a moment and step inside of your self See the evilness lurking there the mean thoughts,the vandictice ways of the mind,the coldness of emotions(Self) Take a deep breath,blow it out. Clean your mind,heart body and soul. Be honest with yourself. Love your lord by doing these things. When the hurt is so great,and the eyes are full and blinded by tears. You must keep walking forward,don't look back. Each step you take Jesus is anointing you with strength,and courage. That moment of pain and hurt you felt being all alone The lord is with through it all,he will never leave you. The Lord Jesus is mine and he is yours also,this is a moment of time we can forever have. Be honest with your self.