if you could be anything in the entire world
you said you'd be a snail
never understood that much
but i knew you very well
you were loud and clumsy
yet cautious and afraid
scared to watch scary movies
and liked your personal space
very safe and very aware
even with your anxiety
remember the night you got drunk
and invited me
back to your house
to meet your fish
then passed out
after 6 minutes
god i miss us
and especially you
wonder what you
are up to