I want to an Artist, But not an artist. I want to paint with words and not a brush. I want to write those thousand words that a picture is worth. I want to be like Shakespeare, my art so mesmerizing it will be talked about for generations and generations to come. I want to be, but I know I will never be an artist. Cause my mind won't let me. I see others art, compared to mine and it says to me , "what are u doing you'll never be as good as they are." My mind watches everything that I do, so judgemental, it tells me am not good at it so I don't do it. Even this poem, my mind is already judging, so I'll let u be the judge, is it good enough?