And yet again I stare blankly at the screen as the cursor blinks, waiting for my fingers to speak my mind's thoughts. Perhaps within the night's sluggish hours I will find the words.
A phraseβbut of meagre stature and stance, of small voice and weak impression. Alas, I revert the page, blank once again, empty and without. Time drags on without pity.
The words have evaded me for far too long. I have searched in vain for what to say, all attempts futile thus far, with wrong turns and countless detours along the way.
Maybe my mind wishes not to express itself without my knowing, or maybe these monotonous nights have reduced my poetic capability close to none.
Either way, an hour past midnight is never the perfect time to write a poem of any sort.
Written last 27th of October (2019), at a time when I felt inspiration had left me be.