i told myself i’d be fine
i didn’t need him

it didn’t even hurt,
when he left
i was okay
things were great

i was free
or maybe not

maybe i was still attached to him by some sort of string
something that neither of us could feel

but now
i feel it
maybe he does too
but most likely not

he’s happy
without me
and that’s what hurts the most

i was once the reason for his bright smile
but i am no longer a part of his life

i need to get over it
i really do
he doesn’t want me
he doesn’t even think about me

but what if he does?

no
don’t think that
he doesn’t want me anymore..