The sadness in my heart
Empty emotions
Falling apart  
The unknowing
The fear
The pain
The loss of you
Trying to piece it all together
It’s just a blur
No positive sign or feeling of joy
No ultrasound to know if you were a girl or boy
I’m left, alone, wondering why?
What did I do wrong?
Why did I have to say goodbye?
The physical pain, was bad, that I did endure
But the pain left in my heart is so much more
My body did what it had to do
To get rid of what was left of you

Even though I never met you
My heart will always love you
I will never forget you
I hope, one day in Heaven, I will meet you
To my baby, my heart will always beat for you....