its like i'm in this tiny aircraft climbing steep and fast when we hit rough air i lose my grip f r e e - f a l l i n g
i n t o a deep and dark bog of depression and it always alarms me how i'm always so surprised because it always goes this way i trudge thru the swamp of sadness just like atreyu did - a smile on my face my savior up ahead and behind her is this tiny aircraft-its always there and i always get in gratefully the mire quickly shrinks and i do it all again