My uncle committed suicide with a scarf and a hotel room door two years ago. I've been living right next door to a loaded gun within a toddlers grasp for almost as long. Does it make him a better man than I if I choose to meet my end Looking down a one way tunnel, Or should I try to meet him half way, And use a belt and my bedroom door? I'm only asking so I don't **** this up Better men than I have flowed down this path, and if there's one thing I am It's not a Better Man.