I’m sorry To the broken ones that I disabled with words To those I subjectified, objectified, hurt Forgive me I am an ungrateful child confused by the works of the world I have no excuse for shame and distrust Or the crazy actions, sprawled all over that I have done Forgive me if you must For I have no excuse for my misled intentions Why? You may ask… I am not the good but a bad part of the world I am the hateful habits people hide away I am the monster that I see under my bed I am sorry For pain and evil that happened to guard you For it was due to me that you’re happiness hides For it was due to me your insecurities lie I am sorry for everything You were meant to shine Just remember the words that have been spoken, actions that have been done They are just sounds, and letters combined to make unfortunate combinations They are just small parts of heuristics that were triggered by memory in a monster’s mind You are nothing of the sort, you are special I am truly deeply sorry I hang with the pain and discomfort I have cost you all through my life I hang with the uneasiness that I feel when thinking of the past I feel the pain and sadness I must feel, what I deserve to feel I promise you I will not inflict harm anymore My presence shall not make a mark in this unruly world For I am a ghost, my past haunts me and my future seems but a bleak empty void Filled with rotten hopes and dreams Filled with memories of injustice filled with mistakes and broken promises Please forgive me, for I truly am so sorry For I deserve the tortures of the world I deserve the hauntings of evil and torments I am but nothing, my words that I speak mean nothing Please do not listen to someone who is worth nothing more than the air they try to grasp Please do not be hurt by the person you saw For she is dirt and you are the foot that tramples over Please with whatever left of my goodness and heart I have left forgive me Accept my apology if you are able I speak with the salted water and healing cuts that have been inflicted upon me Please for I am truly very sorry