I’m afraid of the cold because it reminds me of how lonely I am
No one to warm me up I cling to an empty bed
My pillow, my cuddle buddy, soaking all my tears up

I just wanted a warm body but I won’t give a piece of my soul for it
Or hell I might as well be ******

What would I do for love?

I’d rather stay in my loneliness than have someone use me or worst break my heart

So I cling to my pillow, my heart in tact.
I let the emptiness fill me up like a ***** sadness I cannot wash away

I am afraid of the cold, because it reminds me of how lonely I am.
However because of this, I am more hopeful than ever
Because I know, no matter how cold it gets, the rain has to stop at some point to make way for the rainbow
Just as the sun will always find a way to penetrate the dark clouds & clear a black sky

So I know the cold I feel is not forever, my sun will come shining through and warm me up soon.