••• I am not identical for everyone what others see to me apparently they understand something different what exactly that mean to me
my actions and deeds are not aligned with the ideas what I preach actually life in not depicting to divinity the same reflection as I always admire and desirous to be
nevertheless I never realise expectations of others from me precious time span of life is just perished in vain unknowingly.. without understanding to the reality
I could never understand the reason nature’s idea for the existence of me at this juncture of the journey of life everything seems a shear illusion or reflection of our minds ability