will i ever be enough? crying myself to sleep tears fill the void just deep enough to drown in it forced to swallow emotions sometimes they get stuck like a big lump in your throat anxiously waiting to be spit back out whose perfect in this world? dying to fit in so much that there's little to live for I guess they were right when they said, "born alone, die alone" but they forgot to add the part where you go through life alone I wish there was an option for 'do not disturb', in real life unless if you count ignoring someone