May 2020
I blame myself
What if I would have known
Would the outcome be different
Guess I’ll never know
It just *****
I beat myself up
Its been something I’ve wanted
How did I not know?
For over 10 years, the answer was always no
So I had come to terms with that
Accepted it ( sorta) ya know?
Everything happens for a reason
I’m trying to think that way
But **** this is so hard to comprehend but maybe I’ll understand one day....
What if I would have known
Would the outcome be different
Guess I’ll never know
It just *****
I beat myself up
Its been something I’ve wanted
How did I not know?
For over 10 years, the answer was always no
So I had come to terms with that
Accepted it ( sorta) ya know?
Everything happens for a reason
I’m trying to think that way
But **** this is so hard to comprehend but maybe I’ll understand one day....
For those who didn’t see my other poems, I had a miscarriage last week and I’m trying to heal and process what has and is still happening....
(39/F/Florida)
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