The past, a shadow behind,
Controls efficiently my mind.
Fear, pain, fear, screams —
It’s all here, never left me.

I, a wanna be a person kind,
am by the shadow made blind.
Wish, faith, wish, dreams —
It’s all lost, invisible in the shade.

He, a wanna be a manly man.
Made my past be such a ****.
Hypocrisy, anger, hypocritical schemes —
It’s all in him, visible all too well it seems.