5/17/20 You did not believe in a future I saw so clear that only existed of me and you The walls of our world slowly slipped away and bared the ugly truth Behind your intentions there were not true Love is love but no one knows what it really was Not you Your love was not love and that’s okay I am not angry with you I can’t even be disappointed Because what was there was there and now it’s gone That’s the beauty of moving on I can not stay in a place I do not belong I will not stay in our universe I knew so well You were not the person I thought you were I never lied I need you to know I never lied about how I felt but maybe that’s why I was here To show you my kind of love is pure Seasons are seasons and they eventually change Spring turned into winter and I never knew when to leave But now I know, I know now I have to go Because I can not stay in a place I do not belong Lessons, you were a lesson I’m still trying to learn There was never a future you made me believe that now But I wanted to believe it so bad I wanted to believe I wanted to believe I wanted to believe Please believe I wanted to believe I am a broken person that only knows how to give love but I will not be her anymore I want to be selfish and I deserve that more than you would ever know But you don’t care anymore You don’t care if I leave I love you I will continue too I give love where it’s not due Because that is who I am I have to accept who I am And what is not meant for me I can not hold onto I’m done Fighting for love Fighting myself Fighting you to love me and that’s not how it works Be happy Even though you killed me be happy and prosper This will be my last time No This will be our last time Because I can not stay where I have been and in due time it’ll be okay
I want to become the most beautiful version of myself. That is all that matters now.