She is a complex orb of energy Her physicality radiates the freshness of the ocean breeze. Her eyes the stars on a clear night in Switzerland. Her laugh is the first taste of ice cream on a hot day. Yellow at first glance, she radiates warmth and joy. Yet, like any other energy she is infinite the beautiful clouds that turn to thick fog and the waves of sea turning dark and reckless, a beautiful mess when viewed from afar it sure is a beautiful mess from afar. But as being captain of this sinking ship I only look for light to save me. Its scary knowing that the source that can save you is also the source of your devastating fate. When the black outweighs the yellow, and you are hoping to see the clouds part... what are you to do?