I lived in my sanctuary, handmade, using materials with lifetime warranties intricately and precisely I carved the pieces of my soul into softwood, sealing in all the cracks so nothing else could get in I put up mosaic windows using all the coloured pieces I had, letting the light shine through and illuminate only the parts that I wanted to see you can make anything seem more beautiful than it is when you need to but the walls that sheltered me from past storms weren't meant to last forever, even though it took all my strength to put them up And it took just as long to break down the sanctuaries I built up in my head, as it did to build them
its okay to be attached to the way you used to survive