I am silenced by sadness and held captive by the fear that everything will go wrong..... I wasn't always like this but circumstances demanded I experience pain But they gave me an overdose and now my mind is comatose Void of all feeling I crawl through this life of mine on hands and knees My broken skin letting the blood flow, weakening me even more And I find I'm addicted. Addicted to the encompassing emptiness ever present in me because of this. If I am empty then I am nothing If I am nothing Then nothing can go wrong and then what will I have to fear