I'm sorry, I'm not who you believe I am, I'm sorry that what you know's not true. I love you, and I don't wanna let you down; don't wanna let you see the pieces, the shambles of my life.
I'm functional when you're around, my problems hidden 'neath the rug, under the chair. I'm functional when you're around, but I crumble when you're not there.
My papers are scattered all around my room, My dishes are piled on the floor, I can't sleep cause the nightmares keep on comin' And by day I'm just so tired, and ready to give in.
But I'm functional when you're around, my problems hidden 'neath the rug, under the chair. I'm functional when you're around, but I crumble when you're not there.
I know that you'd care about the mess I've made. I know that you'd wanna help me through. You love me, but I'm so ashamed of this, you can't see these tangled threads here, I cannot let you in.
So I'm functional when you're around, my problems hidden 'neath the rug, under the chair. I'm functional when you're around, but I crumble when you're not there.
but I crumble when you're not there.
sad song. I wrote this months ago and hadn't perfected it. Turns out bad spells of mental health aren't good for writing poetry, contrary to what one expects.