it brings me such pain to see love poems written to someone who didn't love me. the words i poured out over this boy who would cheat on me, and pick at my emotions. it makes me almost uncomfortable. i want to go back to comfort my past self. i want to wrap my arms around her and tell her its okay, and that he isn't the one.
but, the universe has its ways. through a cheating liar, i met someone new. hes quiet and sweet, with a warm smile and dark eyes. he cares, he is kind. he understands and shares my dreams and interests. he is supportive and loving. i just hope i don't have to look back on him with anger and regret.
its crazy how someone you were so obsessed with quickly becomes the product of trauma and hatred. look out for yourselves and trust your guts. <3