and our love existed between "what if?" and "if only" and "I'm afraid we'll be one of the ones who miss each other their entire life." and sometimes you have to die a little bit inside before you truly understand how to live. I can and I will find someone better who loves me as much as I deserve and treats me the way I deserve to be treated. If it hurts too much to hold on, then it's time to let go. You may have hurt me but you didn't break me. You don't have that much power over me. Jon York 2020