me and ‘buela finished predicando and we sat at the dining table near the china soaking up the silence she made me use a coaster for my apple juice carton looked across the table as she struggled to slurp her ice cream of a McFlurry while i desired to know more of her what life was like as a single mother she’d snort and call me ‘estupida’ if i asked in her bags i see loud discontentment a friend i’m not a stranger of i hope to one day learn her story before i read it on a memorial program