I don't know how to deal with loss
People and animals die and I make a poorly timed joke
Based on something they'd done during life
I'd awkwardly laugh
And feel a weight settle in my chest
I don't cry
I don't sob
Is it wrong to act like this?

I just kind of move on
Or try to anyway
I do feel bad, I swear
My family shoot me ***** looks
And I hide again