That's really all there is to say Everything to be put on my headstone To mark my final resting place I can't be certain when it will be my time I have lied many times over I have cheated just o get where I am I have stolen things that should of never been tampered with I mocked the life I was given Secrets hold bounty's of truths That no man or woman should ever know But here is one I attempted suicide four times Each time I failed I cut my wrist almost every night I recently stopped for the sake of my heart I drink like alcohol is going out of style I have stopped again for my heart You may be wondering why I have 1996-???? As the title to this redundant poem Well it's to say that even though I am 17 years old I am too young to die Even the good who have died young Wish they lived to see tomorrow alive I have been told that I'm too young to hate this world Yet I have seen enough of it to know This place isn't for me I'm not going to **** myself The world is They're going to pull this trigger They're going to carve rivers into my wrist They're going to determine whether I live or die That is the reason for the "????" Because I don't know when This world will surprise me By introducing me to Death's cold bony hand