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  Apr 2014 Cat A
Charles Bukowski
little dark girl with
kind eyes
when it comes time to
use the knife
I won't flinch and
i won't blame
you,
as I drive along the shore alone
as the palms wave,
the ugly heavy palms,
as the living does not arrive
as the dead do not leave,
i won't blame you,
instead
i will remember the kisses
our lips raw with love
and how you gave me
everything you had
and how I
offered you what was left of
me,
and I will remember your small room
the feel of you
the light in the window
your records
your books
our morning coffee
our noons our nights
our bodies spilled together
sleeping
the tiny flowing currents
immediate and forever
your leg my leg
your arm my arm
your smile and the warmth
of you
who made me laugh
again.
little dark girl with kind eyes
you have no
knife. the knife is
mine and i won't use it
yet.
  Apr 2014 Cat A
Charles Bukowski
some say we should keep personal remorse from the
poem,
stay abstract, and there is some reason in this,
but jezus;
twelve poems gone and I don't keep carbons and you have
my
paintings too, my best ones; its stifling:
are you trying to crush me out like the rest of them?
why didn't you take my money? they usually do
from the sleeping drunken pants sick in the corner.
next time take my left arm or a fifty
but not my poems:
I'm not Shakespeare
but sometime simply
there won't be any more, abstract or otherwise;
there'll always be mony and ****** and drunkards
down to the last bomb,
but as God said,
crossing his legs,
I see where I have made plenty of poets
but not so very much
poetry.
Cat A Feb 2014
Cry out heart,
This is your time to shine
Is there a problem,
Or is it just my imagination?
Heart, please tell me what's wrong.
Are you broken?
Do you want love?
Are you stuck in the shadows?
Tell me and I can help.
I can help you get better.
Beating heart of mine,
You are the only thing that's keeping me alive!
Don't listen to brain!
Brain only thinks logically.
When you act like this and don't tell me anything,
I can't do anything to assist your needs.
So please do me a favor.
Tell me what's wrong..
Cat A Feb 2014
The many perplexities that form within the most important membrane of the human body can be unbearable.
It leads Anxiety, panic, worry, sorrow, anger, love and many more emotions that take over the body in an endless fluctuant ride.
Therefore comes the regret and neglecting of feelings which portrays as betrayal and absentmindedness towards beings who are significant within an individuals life
This results in solitude. Also, where the baffled pondering continues. Up until the point where the cycle reaches it's peak. Waiting for every precious thing to collapse in a forgotten hope.
Cat A Feb 2014
Sweet serenity
Show me your grace
I want to be like you
To dance upon water
Move like the wind
Fierce and aggressive like fire
Sing as beautifully as a sunrise
Serenity,
Show me how to wield this power
Teach me and show me your ways
For I will not object any longer
Forgive me for my stubbornness
I can not control myself
Guide me Serenity
You will not be disappointed
Cat A Nov 2013
The perplexities of the dark night sky
Give the day a sour taste of pleasure
Tick tock
Mind, go to sleep
Let my eyes rest
To visit the dream world of fantasy and the escape from reality.
Imagination i set you free.
Tick tock
My mind is insane
Do not tell me I did not warn you
Tick tock
Mysterious sounds of the dark
The creatures of the night are back
With their habits, that no one dares to see.
Tick tock
Give up,
The malicious laughter in the back of your head will not stop.
The voice that come at midnight will keep you up
Tick tock
Sounds that make the hair on the back of your neck stand up
Air grows cold.
They are finally here...
Tick..... T
Cat A Sep 2013
Everlasting memories
Late night conversations
Endless smiling and laughing
The best of influences yet the worst
as well
Some have one
Others have more
2 words
2 syllables
3 vowels
7 consonants
Can mean so much
Most people have this
But there are some unfortunate few.
Best friend,
The one who knows you the best
The one who understands you
The one who you can call late at night
One of the few who can stick up for you
They are the only ones who stick by Your side
*Until the end
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