Such a double-edged sword is hankering; lending way to most useful ambition that gives inspiration to musicians. It also can subvert our pure mindset; corrupting our light so tragically, as it sadly pits us against our own. Envy is only evil when our tone turns to tempered despise as our eyes set upon those without any sense of debt. We wish for positivity in life; no stress, no hatred, no sadness, no strife. Yet, without those joys, desires do beset when we covet pleasures from each other, peace and love, will our jealousy smother.
December 2, 2019: That fine line between jealousy and competition is golden; a sunflower. My eyes light up like cherries and I might smile when I see him.