in times like these I wish there were a God I believed in whose words and teachings I consume day by day from when I awake to when I sleep before a meal and after a trip just so I know I'll be saved just so I know I am saved just so I know I can be safe
in times like these I wish there were a God who has a plan so perfect and precise every little tear I cry every night is designed to flow and collect enough to cleanse until all the sadness is washed off of me until everything would seem right
in times like these I wish there were a God who could explain why living is pain how anger turns to pain when living became pain
in times like these I wish there were a God I could blame.
It's been so long since I stopped believing. I am yet sad again.