a plastic duck in the middle of a fiberglass and resin expanse there's still a swarm of water dripping lethargically down, down, down as if they have nowhere to go sinking but never completely disappearing
the tile is cold under my feet no steady movement this early at dawn the window outside equally tells of a deluge frightening even the pebbles that make up a gravel road but the birds are frantic with delight a screaming song that could electrify a sizzle more than whistling almost burns my ears
domestic life under a wooden roof my eyes always half closed in contentment or excessive worry i can never tell the difference
a pattern of small footsteps approaches me a mop of hair and dreamy eyes always reminding me that this is me a grounding technique personified
scattered clothes grazing that curious part between ankle and sole reminding me that i am here everything has paused there's no reason to look at the clock what once was midnight could be noon
the plants croon as i brush their dusty leaves with neem oil drooling over all the attention a freckle in my arm spends an eternity prancing around the fact that I've had the same repetitive thought for an hour now but we are alive that's all I can know for sure
a poem about my heightened sense of anxiety over the past few weeks and the mixed feelings of feeling relief and happiness for being with my family but also weary of all the chaos happening everywhere