blocked
not because i hate him
but because his words make me angry
and they make me wish i could
i wish i could hate him
but instead
i hate you
i hate the way you talk
i hate the way you refuse
to do anything progressive
i hate you
so much
that i wish you were dead
sometimes
i wish you never said the things you said
i wish you never exposed yourself
i hate that you made yourself vulnerable
again
i hate that you never learn your lesson
i hate the fact
that you can't ever seem to keep something to yourself
and i hate that you can't just be happy
i hate that you have to ruin everything
i hate that you can't just be normal
that you always have to do things the hard way
i hate that you can't just chill
really, just relax
but you cant
and i hate you for it