I when I was a teenager I so despately try to die. I felt unloved because I never had an girl-friend. But until the past five years I realize I was loved. Just not the romantic kinda of love that I got. So yes I deeply understand the pain people feel. It breaks my heart to see people suffering also. I done some drugs, and ***** to escape my pain. But Christ has delivered me from drugs and *****. He can deliver you from this pain, drugs , and ***** too.