Hello, I'm dreaming of stars. Of love, of money, and fantastic cars. Of artistic creation, the fame, and success. Of hope, of longing, and beautiful ***.
I'm scared of the future and staying up late. I've wrapped it all up just to dream it away. I feel terribly bad but I cant stop the bleeding, My dream-clotted heart just might keep beating.
But its keeping me down 'cause I'm failing, you see. I think it might be such an awful disease. I think I'll combust of this crippling confusion. I think I might lust for some perfect delusion.
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I think this has gone on for too long. I can't find a job 'cause I long for a song. I can't stop feeling nostalgic, although. I dream of a house, of my little home.
Just enough to keep on moving forward. Just enough to live 'til I'm older, Without too much trouble and enough for my kids. I dream that maybe I'll finally get rid, Of the dreaming that's been holding me back for so long, The one that's made it so terribly hard.