You told me yourself that “little things to you matter” Being around you I’ve unconsciously adapted that feeling when it comes to you. You say these things and the side of my brain that usually never gets what it wants is being feed. Building emotions on the words you say Building emotions on originally empty words You don’t do drugs but you parade it around an addict . You are very aware I’m trying to dispose of my feelings for you. Seeing you the way you see me But you make it difficult every time you call out with “psst” I don’t want to lose you, that is one awful big mistake. I hope you get past your shyness and let me in Or maybe... maybe you are just afraid you might lose me when you really open up on how you really feel. I really wish you’ll stop playing games even when deep down I feel you enjoy it. So talk to me or make my coping mechanism easy for me Pal