Materialize, **** you!
I claw at floorboards, fingers grow ******
I know you're here, waiting and watching
Wanting me to slip
Slip back into a sedated haze
Throwing myself away in a gilded dumpster
With ****** filigree to adorn
The walls hung with pictures to my past mistakes
But I will rip you out of me
And cast you into time and space
As you twist wicked tendrils around the next fool
With soft silky face you ******
The unwitting and unwilling to change
But I will change myself
If I have to take steel spades and dig you out of my heart
I would rather lie ****** on filthy bedsheets
As cold shivers climb through my bones
Then let you grip me again
And bury me in black tar dreams