in some other life, i can hear you breathing: a pale sound like running fingers through tangled hair. i dreamt again of swimming in the quarry & surfaced here when you called for me, a voice-only my sleeping self could know. now the dapple of the aspen respires on the wall & the shades cut its song a staff of light. leave me— that me—in bed with the man who said all the sounds for pleasure were made with vowels i couldn’t hear. keep me instead with this small sun that sips at the sky blue hem of our sheets then dips & reappears; a drowsy penny in the belt of Venus, your neckline nodding slow & copper tinted as it bobs against the grey stained velvet of my car. what a waste , the groan of the mattress must be when you dive below my essence & pull the night up over our heads. your eyes are two moons i float beneath & my lungs fill with a hum your hips return. it’s sunday—or so you say with both hands on my chest—& hot breath is the only hymn whose refrain we can recall. and then you reach for me like i could’ve been another girl. you make me sing without a sound.