this is my farewell to all the things i once wanted; parting ways was never easy, and i am all alone; messages left unread, sad music playing in my head, i once believed bliss is the same as being your home.
blinding lights won’t scare me and you’re not the enemy; in my dreams you’re here, the ghost beside my bed; late night talks, facing fears, all the things we shared, every 3 a.m. as i go to sleep, i once hoped this would not end.
but every journey has its ending, and it’s either happy or sad; and sometimes i wonder if you think of me sometimes; when you hear my favorite music, the melodies i attached, to every piece of your body, in every moments we were glad.
i need to say goodbye before you consume my life; you’re now a corporate machine and i still wonder how you are; the coffee becomes milk, the bottles of beer left on the ground praying that when the daylight comes, i can leave you behind.