At 2:30 in the morning of New Years Day I snuck out of my house

I listened for my parent's bedroom door and the floorboards under my mother's tired feet

I snuck out just to walk and sit and think

Just to feel the adrenaline of being somewhere that i wasnt supposed to be

To feel the liberation in knowing I'd have to be insane to be there

To feel the certainty of being somewhere i needed to be in that moment at 2:30 am on New Year's Day