This world is so loud
I close my eyes
Hoping for silence
Instead I’m blinded by the sound
Of the dissonance in my mind
I think about how I fell
Into your eyes
So many times
Hopeless for you
Always waiting for your kiss
And other things I miss
It’s my escape
My happy place
Seeing your face
Life swirls around me
And as strange as it sounds
I don’t feel alone when you’re in my heart
I never want us to start because then
Inevitably we end
And I don’t want the end
I’m so afraid to call us something
But we aren’t nothing
Our friendship is the constant
But when will enough be enough
When will we give in
Or do we just let fear win
Lost in my head
Wish we were still in bed