I'm tired of giving a **** while the world is turning without me & I'm sick of falling in love with all of the things I hate the most. I'm tired of trying to prove myself in between every line & I'm sick of crying beneath the constellations. I wanna dance with the storm instead of running against it & I wanna care about myself more than I care about you. I wanna be so happy that I'm sad & I wanna laugh because it's all so funny instead of laughing at the irony of my own misery. I wanna smile because I can and not because I have to. I just wanna say "I'm gonna make it out alive today" & have faith in every pause & believe in every word as I watch your eyes fill with the light of approval... the light that's never shone over me... I wanna be okay. I just wanna be okay.