Shall I take my life away Strip the essence of disgust From a beautiful aroma of life Shall I envy no longer The tears that seem foreign To vacant hollow depths Soulless windowpanes that echo The pain of a thousand voices Yet I seem to struggle With these tornado winds Ripping through my heart Desecrating the holy lands That once flourished with Love and Innocence Now Godforsaken Shot down in the middle of night Crashing burning into hallowed grounds Aerial assault bombarding Leaving ruins and corpses Thirsty for the spillage of my blood Carving rivers into my wrist Breaking dams in my veins Letting the ****** tsunami rage Drowning myself in its depth Godforsaken Now I shall die Simply because I'm pathetic Always thinking I can save the world With six lines or outstretched arms All I'm doing is setting it up For its inevitable failure