Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray I'm not in too deep. I just always end invested. The feelings never leave me rested. I toss and turn every night, Just hoping that you're alright. Why do I have to be so nice. I've made this mistake more than twice. I'm afraid it's too late to change. I've always been a bit strange. It's probably my largest fall, But I guess it's not bad at all. It's because of you my mind's mayhem, Thank you lord, amen
My mother always said I couldn't make everyone happy and I shouldn't try because I would just make myself unhappy well it's extremely difficult for me not to do that exact thing and I think I have a bit of a problem literally if someone is upset I personally blame myself even if I wasn't the cause at all and I will take it apon myself to not rest until that person is happy again..... Wow I really need a doctor or a therapist...