I don't waste my time trying compare myself I've pulled the trigger Gone off the deep end Smoking dancing blue pills on tin foil and watch her eyelids flicker Thick Smoke in my eyes Detatching From the gaze inanimate and perfect I can't let go Standing up straight half-rate I've been carried out of Captain Jacks Before all my fake friends who come running when I have the money I can drink all night when I give Rick a nickel bag ol' molly Out of house and buisness I drink him into the ground