6 a.m. : wake up go to the bathroom, take a shower. Cry. Get out, dry off, get ready for school. 7:40 a.m.: put my shoes on, smoke, die a little. 8:30 a.m.: at school , hating every minute. Seeing her hurts. 3:30 p.m. : Get out of school, get high to get happy, Pass out, wake up. 6 a.m.