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Sahra Maxwell Mar 31
Looking at you is looking in the mirror.
There aren't enough words in the English language to explain

the spirit
the soul
the beauty

    of you.

Too Young, Too Critical
You took everything so seriously.


Not much has changed.


I wish you saw yourself,
I wish you looked in the mirror,
and realized the person you were.

are


You didn't need to be so sad Sahra.
Life can be so beautiful.
Sahra Maxwell Dec 2015
My eyes  are hot.
Why are they so hot?
tears, their streaming down my face.
WHy?
This problem, equation, function.
It is so confusing.
I don't get it.
I don't get any of it.
I hate taking test.
Why are my hands shaking.
Its just a test..
Or is it?
Is this my future.
My hearts in my throat,
Can this all just disappear.

Can I
Why am I so bad at this.
School test life.
I can't focus
Everythings crushing down on me.
I can't breathe
I can't
I
Im failing math
Sahra Maxwell Apr 2015
Time means nothing to me anymore
Sahra Maxwell Nov 2014
To be the admirer was familiar
To always love but never loved.
Now,
The roles have switched
And I don't know what the hell I'm gonna do.
Sahra Maxwell Jun 2014
I'm not afraid of death.
But I don't want to die
But dying seems relaxing.
And that scares me.

I do want to live.
                                                                                                   i think
slowly slipping from reality.
Too damaged to deal.
Too tired.

I just need one thing.
One.
Glimmer of hope.

Please?

contradiction...
I don't even know what I'm thinking anymore.
Sahra Maxwell Jun 2014
I'm going crazy.
I really am.
Everyone else is happy.
But I'm just pretending.
I can't be strong anymore
Its so hard...
I keep everything in.
But how long?
How much longer?

I just want to cry.

No ones here for me anymore.
Or maybe they were never there.
Sahra Maxwell Jun 2014
Red.
A tub of red.
She took the pain away.
It was so easy.
Why didn't she think of this before?
It was too easy.
No one was there for her...
But when she's gone.
When she's gone
They'll all say they were her best friend.
So close.
Everyones so stupid.
And liars...
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