I'm so ******* envious of everyone who can say "Fine," When asked how they're doing and not feel the weight of guilt sitting on their chest because That "fine" Is a lie.
I'm so ******* envious of the kids who can wear short sleeves in the summer and not feel the people staring (disturbed) at all the scars that run like white ladders up and down their arms.
I'm so ******* envious of the girl who can laugh and smile and not have to worry that when she stops she'll never have the strength to start up again.