Like a stab on my chest, it leaves me breathless for a moment or two. dwelling on it ruins my day and days ahead.
I struggle to break free, but it haunts me even in my sleep, bringing me nightmares... I thought sleepless nights would be better.... But no....nothing is better.
You, being the source makes it more painful, more unbearable... piercing.....shattering.... my whole being.
Like poison, I refuse to swallow it. I find it hard to accept this feeling of rejection .......from you..........