Jake I loved you you were my first; for everything. I loved you blindly; obsessively and it wasn't healthy like how a moth is drawn to light their fated demise i came too close so i perished into ash
William you were the "good guy' charming with that smile and doleful eyes you had everyone bowing at your feet; everyone but me i wanted to give you a shot; really i did but that was a time when i was so far lost like in the midst of a forest the gas in my car depleted i know i hurt you i knew i couldn't feel all along; but you were just another boy who wanted a place to rest his *****.
Joey I held a flame for you through the days of chopped hair and child-like physique you only paid attention when i had grown into what i was meant to be i had fun with you- a summer fling but when the leaves began to change; just like them my feelings blew away
Bradley what's the point you were a pompous *** and I was an equation you couldn't compute
But Alex yes Alex you are the gentle hands that carry me through the moments through the seasons through the changes your sweet demeanor and faith never wavering every morning i hear your songs and i've forgotten about all the ones who didn't make it.