I would like the suffering to end but I've learnt so much in the shadows Watching the air in the night makes me see it's alive Once your eyes adjust it is never truly dark The energy buzzes and dances Lights often twinkle Visions often form Shapes align Fear has pushed to the light The light has brought me hope but sadness too As the light has shone on all I do or do not do The light dives deep into the subconscious sea plucking up fragments as a star lights view The waters reflect its heat and it's warmth too The sharpness blends into the ebbing flow rippling out across to land The sea bed settles until next lights dive