I am rather emotional, and honestly, you all probably already know that. Each of you has probably seen me cry once, Or so full of rage that silence was never an option. Some would say that this makes me too much to handle, That I need to control myself. But how I am now, is better than how I used to be. The screaming and the yelling and the crying and the falling apart, It's all so much better than sitting in my room at night, unable to sleep, my mind racing, but my heart numb. It is so much better than being unable to smile a real smile, It is so much better than despising my life and everything within it. I'd rather fall apart over something small than be unable to shed a tear over something big. And maybe I look crazy, Maybe I am out of control, But at least I feel whole.